remember those times

i cannot ask you to come back bcos i don have th right to do so.
but i have to say i need you veryvery much.
i know perhaps i shld'nt need you so much.

...
if you think i hurt you.
den im sorry.
but u're hurting me too.
think again, how did u treat me?
you're good, very good.
you're jus hot & cold.

i cant explaint.


why am i so foolish?
why did i fall in love & fall over & over again.
when i fall, did u hold on to me?
or pulling me down?

early iin th morning,
run as far as i cud.
thoough is raining, & i ran in th rain.
till now, i havent sleep.

i know, others might think iis nt worth for me to do all this. STUFFS.

to me, you're worth.
AM I A JOKE?

do you know, even if u hurt me a million times, i wiill still hold on to you.
no matter what i will hang on.
but you?
why cant u hang on too?

tell me th truth, isit very suffering beiing with me?
without me, you'll be happier?
will u liive much more happier wthout me?
did u regret steping in to mylife?
i need th truth of yours

though its hurts.
but ii need ur answer so much.

how i wish, im dead.
i have a heart that dosen pump.
so i won feel painfull.
how i wish i don have feelings.
bcos i won get hurt.

do you remember those times we'd?
do u rmb how hard we gone thru to get all this ?
do u rmb we gone thru alot together?
do u rmb, we once tried to give up ..
do you rmb i asked u to stay for me?


i will be th way u want me too
if u want me to change i change.
if u donwan me to change i won.
I LISTEN TO WHATEEVER U SAY.
as long as u come back to me.
as long as u stay

i hate to be alone like now!
i donwanna failed in this anymore.


I DUNNO WHAT WILL I BECOME IF II FAILED.!

i show as if im strong enough to take all this up.
but deep iinside im weak.
another push, i might fall anytime.
im not strong. & i donwanna put on a fake me anymore.
can you hold on to me.

i want this to work out.
i change not for your sake!
is for a better in this relationship ok.


loveyoumydear