kept inside

listening to song & post will mayb affect my emotion -.-'
but i like (:

okaey, im working today. shagshag.
meet bb went to plaza ate mac -.-' mission failed aww!!!
slack till 2+ den homed.

tmr pak toh dae (:
laughs.





i shall keep all my negative/sensitive thinking inside me.
neither will i show them out.
trying to control my attitude/emotion.
though is actually hard at first.
but will get used to iit after sometime.
bcos i donwan my emotion to affect urs.
will try to use my laughters to cover it up (:
and as long as i can see u smile, everything is enough for me!

willing to do anything jus for your smile (:
yes bb, you meant alot to me.
im sorry if i still makes u unhappy.
im trying to think abt u everything i do.

at times, i still feel is very hard to control all this emotions.
esp is my feelings inside me.
but i will not show them out to you.

how i wish i can go on a holiday now!!
i donwan to stay here.

wonderings, what my next step?
will i get what i want one day? -.-'

im very very rrrr-andom nowdays.
things flashing thru my mind here & der.
but some are good some are not.
but i won put them to heart.

rahrahrah ~
can see from my post really random.

ermermerm.
HOW I WISH IM A MILLIONAIRE. ~
den i can go worldwide with bb.
can buy b alotalot thing. can romantic,
can candlelight ddinner. when i nvr had before!
FAILURE HOR.
hhahaha.


digging out all my long lost dearie girlfriends.
i miss em lotlot.

want to meet my ex whw girlssss.
but some seems so busy with thier life alrr.
everyone facing each of thier probsss.
:(

and i know michelle lee miss me!
she dying to meet me.
know why? bcos i stay same blk wth her.
dunnid run farfar!
lol.



K LAH BYE.
trying to get a new job.
(:


I LOVE YOU MY DEAR BB!
MISSSSSSEDDD.
huggies, sayang uuu.
muackkkkss