can you believe?

好人做不了十天。

习惯就好。
开开心心过日子。
也许是我想太多。

do you believe in 6th sense?
mmm. Somehow i do Oh.

快乐的日子总是短暂。
要好好的珍惜。


希望有一天你会看到我的好，
懂得了解。

should i?

out of a sudden, suddenly jus prick thru my heart!
okay fuck!

act as if i don!

its not abt th trust or whatsoever shit.
i jus have no confident in myself thats it!

if wanna talk abt trust. th person have to know wheather does she worth my trust anot?
okay!

everything isnt easy at all!
u can only say im not alright!

even its killing me, i will kept quiet!
i really dontknow.
shld i? or shldn't ..

i don wanna wild guess anymore.
but sometimes truth jus float infront of me.
that i wan to runaway from all these.

i jus wan peace. thats it.
but always seems to hard to get what i wan!
why isit like this?

I DON WANT TO CARE!
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML!!

iloveyoupig

im at baby house!
like from afternoon (:

bb fed me eat medicine!
i hate it luh! at night eat again.
make me sleepyyyyy.

im sooo angry with my parents & stayed over at bb house!
roar! if only i have th money i will leave home & rent a room outside!
you noe im so pissed off with my dad! ahhh~

i cough & have difficulty breathing! :(
wednesday start to work!
i have to recover before that!

gonna sleep soon (:
jus eaten baby lovelove maggie!
HAHAH




hearts, i love th way you hug me from behind out of a sudden.
i love th way you randomly whisper in my ears.
i love th way u suddenly appear bhind me looking at what im doin.
i love th way you kissed me out of a sudden.
i love th way u take care of me.
i love th way you get jealous.
i love th way u care!
i love th way you look at me!
i love th way you pat me to sleep.
i love th way we fold hearts & aeroplanes together.
i love th way you feed me.
i love th way we have fun tgt.
i love th way you give me that notty face.
i love th way you bully me
i love th way you love me
& i love everyway of you & me!
as long as we stick tgt as one .
i love you always ,
in everyway!


oh babybaby! i love you (;
please love me back too!

HAHA

byebye

HI FUCKER

HEY FUCKER PLS FUCK OFF!
OKAY IM KINDA RANDOM!



HELLO! NOTHING LAST FOREVER!
PLS WAKE UP & NOT STAY IN UR WORLD ANYMORE!
STOP SAYING U CANT FORGET, YOU LOVE OR WHATSOEVER TO ME!
BCOS I'VE MY OWN LIFE TO LEAD WITHOUT YOU.
& IM SO MUCH HAPPIER!
OKAY IM RANDOM LIKE NOW!
BCOS I HATE MY PAST SO MUCH!
SO FUCK IT.

PLEASE STOP ALL UR NONSENSE AS U ALRDY SAID YOU ARE ATTACHED & YOU LOVE HER!
STOP SAYING ANOTHER STORY INFRONT OF ME!
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOUR NONSENSE!
GET OFF MY ASS! & PLS FRKIN MOVE ON WITH UR LIFE LIKE NOW?!
FUCK OFF PLEASE!

im sactisfied with my life & what i have for now!
pls do not interfere anymor!
& i want all my things back seriously!
you shld noe what are they!

IF YOU ARE READING MY BLOG!
PLSSSSSSS MOVE ON!
stop saying u do love me still whereby th things u do are frkin stupid asshole!

LAST SENTANCE!
GET A LIFE!
UR TENT & STUFF IM GONNA RETURN IT TO YOU! REAL SOON!



PLS, I JUS WANNA ACT AS IF I NVR KNEW U BEFORE!
GO AWAY LIKE FOREVER!

SUA!


TH END!
GOODNIGHT

somehow

hello! Im at work now. Yawn. So bored today... Nahnahnah?! Im waitin for my dearest to wake up and come look for me! I miss you baby!

Somehow, i wan b to be happy, i wan to see her smile. And joke ard playing with me. Forget all th unhappiness but th happy moments.
I love you baby, i really do. I wanted to use my entire life to love you. I wanted to try my best to give u th best i can. Make you smile and laugh like nobody did. Cuddle with u and make u feel safe. Letting u noe tat when u need someone to cry on, scream on, bite on, lean on, im here always will be my dear.

You are part of me, i cant help myself any longer. And i donno whats wrong with me these days, i jus cud'nt control th love i had for u. Its alr so deep and yet now its going deeper. So much so much den bfore.

I love you more den myself more den anything nor anyone in this world. U are th one i wan for life, i wan in my life. For now for ever.

Baby, are u willing to love me for th rest of ur life? Are u willing to stay with me wholeheartly? Are u gonna love me only?

I don like to see my love being upset. Its hurts me too. Why? I donno. But i jus wan to protect th one i love. I won let anyone hurt my dear, yes baby, u are th one i need for life.

I know life has been hard for us., but when with me, im sure i will give u th best i cud. Jus to see ur smile. (:

I love you more den i cud imagine.
I need you more den i cud think of.
I miss u over th limits i can do.
You twist my life, and make me go crazy abt you.

You know it clearly how much u meant to me.
If you are gonna leave one day pls tell me ..
Bcos im gonna love u harder, stronger and much moree den before. So pls let me noe if u are nt gonna stay bfore i really throw everything in.
Bcos u worth my love , i said. U worth my love,

Everyone isnt perfect at all, but why in my eyes uu are th perfect one for me? Oh gosh,
Did u put some spell on me? Why am i so in to you baby?

Loveeeyou ttm!
Seeya soon.

i have th superly urge to put angkong luhhssssss baby okokokayyyyy?? Next payyyyyy?????? ):

I love u like i nv do ..

Oink. Eyes are closing.
I noe very mushy la this post. Only for baby uhssss'

truth is hurting. but i have to accept

sorry its a emo post.

i don wish to say much here.
but jus wanna post how i feel & not what happen.

very painful, hurtful.
i din't noe all this are so hard to acccept.
for 6 mths! i feel being cheated so much.

you stab me with a knife.
& leave me in to broken pieces.
i breakdown i cry.
how long more can i take it?

how much limits i have?
its alrdy over th things i can imagine,
th hurt is more den i cud take it.

i think u might as well kill me i wud feel so much better.
you noe, im so silly, silly silly!
i find myself like a idiot.
am i an idiot?
do i look like one?

chances again & again. u broke them in to pieces
for now, i cant take it.
mayb i can go depression.

but as long as u stay by my side.
i stil feel happy with u
whats going on with me.
i love you so much!
more den i mtyself cud imagine.

i nv want alot from you.
u noe it well.

v weak now.
v v v weak!

anytime i might go insane.
but i wan u with me so much.

no matter what u did.
how many lies u say
how many times u betray.
i love u still.
so much still.

i hope u wud be diff. this time round u are diff, things will really change.
i only belongs to you.
u only belong to me!

th memories we had, i really dunno isit true.
or a dream to me.
baby, pls don do it again.
i try to trust u back.
& nv leave me, no matter what im staying with u.
don let me suffer anymore. i might not be able to stand on my own anymore.

theres too much cruel things i have to accept it.
oh no! so cruel.

CAN MICHELLE PLEASE BRING ME TO TH BEACH LIKE NOW?
:(

tears eventually drop down.
i cant hold them back.


PLEASE DON HURT ME ANYMORE.
IM BEGGING YOU.
PLS LOVE ME ONLY.
PLS DON DO IT!
PLS I WAN PEACE!

I WAN A SIMPLE RELATIONSHIP WITH U ONLY