should i?

out of a sudden, suddenly jus prick thru my heart!
okay fuck!

act as if i don!

its not abt th trust or whatsoever shit.
i jus have no confident in myself thats it!

if wanna talk abt trust. th person have to know wheather does she worth my trust anot?
okay!

everything isnt easy at all!
u can only say im not alright!

even its killing me, i will kept quiet!
i really dontknow.
shld i? or shldn't ..

i don wanna wild guess anymore.
but sometimes truth jus float infront of me.
that i wan to runaway from all these.

i jus wan peace. thats it.
but always seems to hard to get what i wan!
why isit like this?

I DON WANT TO CARE!
FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML!!