truth is hurting. but i have to accept

sorry its a emo post.

i don wish to say much here.
but jus wanna post how i feel & not what happen.

very painful, hurtful.
i din't noe all this are so hard to acccept.
for 6 mths! i feel being cheated so much.

you stab me with a knife.
& leave me in to broken pieces.
i breakdown i cry.
how long more can i take it?

how much limits i have?
its alrdy over th things i can imagine,
th hurt is more den i cud take it.

i think u might as well kill me i wud feel so much better.
you noe, im so silly, silly silly!
i find myself like a idiot.
am i an idiot?
do i look like one?

chances again & again. u broke them in to pieces
for now, i cant take it.
mayb i can go depression.

but as long as u stay by my side.
i stil feel happy with u
whats going on with me.
i love you so much!
more den i mtyself cud imagine.

i nv want alot from you.
u noe it well.

v weak now.
v v v weak!

anytime i might go insane.
but i wan u with me so much.

no matter what u did.
how many lies u say
how many times u betray.
i love u still.
so much still.

i hope u wud be diff. this time round u are diff, things will really change.
i only belongs to you.
u only belong to me!

th memories we had, i really dunno isit true.
or a dream to me.
baby, pls don do it again.
i try to trust u back.
& nv leave me, no matter what im staying with u.
don let me suffer anymore. i might not be able to stand on my own anymore.

theres too much cruel things i have to accept it.
oh no! so cruel.

CAN MICHELLE PLEASE BRING ME TO TH BEACH LIKE NOW?
:(

tears eventually drop down.
i cant hold them back.


PLEASE DON HURT ME ANYMORE.
IM BEGGING YOU.
PLS LOVE ME ONLY.
PLS DON DO IT!
PLS I WAN PEACE!

I WAN A SIMPLE RELATIONSHIP WITH U ONLY