i will try..

i'll still be holdin on, trying to hold u back. I believe i can, though now i can feel a thousands millions of needle is piercin thru my heart..in pain, very painful.. Can someone noe how im feeling now? I think this shall be th last emo post here, i might nt be able to blog anymore or so... I will jus leave this blog silent for sometime.. I noe i cant rush u to love me back like before, i can feel, isn't th same anymore. I really miss those times alort. But all i can do now is to save it back. I hope i can do it.. I really do need u so much in life.. And i hope we are able to go back to th past... And now, i can say.. Im breakin down. But trying to stand up on my own.. Loveyou allways... Somethings i could'nt type it here. I will keep quiet.. I'll try to be th way u wan me to.. I believe im changin for th better.. And wait for u to love me back...