I DONT WANT TO ~

going to bed in a few mins time!

don wish to say so much.
all i can say is im very upset today.
with or without me = no difference.

if you think im selfish,
go ahead.
i don care who's siding.

& this time round, i don care anymore.
i'll jus forget it .

& KEEP ALL MY UPSET INSIDE.

let bygones be bygones.
i'll try.




have been imba-ing bb whole day or can say like on & off attitude,
who is th causes?
zzz
thanks for th understandin.
instead of ignoring me, walking away you came & asked me what happen.
i really appreacieate it.
jus don wish to say at times.
i know im like unreasonable to you. but u still manage to make my smile back again!
jus hope im not forgotten. & I HATE BEING FORGOTTEN!
bcos everyone seems like doing it.
i love you bb .
i can see you are trying to change for a better.
den lets change together.

YOU KNOW THIS IS SO WONDERFUL,
I ACTUALLY HAV SOMEONE WHO LOVE ME WHOLEHEARTLY.
STAY WIT ME, SAYANG ME, BRIGHTENED UP MY DAYS & ACTUALLY
ALLOWED ME TO CLUB! WEEWEE.
im so happy tat bb nvr disapprove me to club.
but like once every 2 weeks or once a week luh..
but still, i know deep inside u don like!
LAUGHS.

okaey,
i took last bus home today & noe what,
inside bus got ti ko pek.
im th only girl in th bus.. no ppl except driver.
th uncle came and sat bside me.
stare at me like no tmr.
im so scared......
when i get down th bus he still continu lookin.
wtf. if he follow me down at th same bustop i think i cry & faint can!?

&& i seriously got soo turn off by some bastard!
can all th man don exist in th world alr!
LAUGHS.
so bad nah..

my daddy so noisy & zzz
when he rches home, he saw me playing comp.
i said: papa, today i 12+ jiu rch home le, give me money!
daddy: u more and more bu auto(chinese) le hor! you wan me yang u till how long
i said: i now no money lah, u also donwan pay my bill for me. u say i come bk early u will giv de. u lie lor
daddy: put $10 bside me, donwan giv u alot . u spend like nobody business. kay siao come back early take money.! give le another day morning den come back!
i said: no ley where got
daddy: donwan to say u luh hor. ur interview hhow?
i said: need to wait luh!
daddy: sighs'' u hor, everytime i see u i sad only. so useless. dunno how to think
i said: i noe lah.! ppl need time ok!


HAHAHA SO FUNNY LEY I THINK OF TH CONVERSATION!
laugh die me ( by bb)
lollol.


okaey luh,
im trying to forget my unhappy stuff.!
bcos disappointment sucks!
goodnight peeps.


im missing you so badly naozx!
sighs, only able to meet u on thursdae. mayb & mayb not also.
:( i hope can meet bb asap....
im dying without her with me luh.
love you ttm okae!!!!!!!!!

wants to cherish every sec with you my dear! `
th only one for me ...