what does FRIENDS stands for ?

after my big bursting cries, i feel so much better.
things happen so sudden.
i noe you've admit. but ask yourself. is dere any other things you've hide?
no point argue-ing or asking anymore!
YES IS POINTLESS.
bcos no matter how much we tried ,
th truth will nvr be out.
everyone is still twisting.

you really disappoint us alotalot.
nvr ever will i think you wud do this.
if you really cherish us as a friend,
you would'nt be like this.
please reflect.
th truth is still with you.
is up to you to decieded what to do..
if you think you're right, you're not lying anymore.
so be it .

too much of lies,
you yourself alr dont even know whats truth & whats lie.
please be clear of what you're doing.
stop being brainwash or what..
trust yourself, believe yourself.

if this is what you want,
at th end of th day don regret what you've choose.

all our say we alr told you.
if you still wish to stay in your lies,
continue.....
bcos this is your life.
you yourself choose your path.
we can only hlp you by teling you what we see.
what we know.

no longer we can be like lastyme. . . . .


feelings are so random latelyy.
i jus feel so xinku inside.
i dunno whye.
part of it bcos of this matter.
part of it bcos of character matter
part of it bcos of finacial matter
part of it bcos of family matter
part of it bcos of school matter
part of it bcos of bb matter ( we're not quarelling )
everything is trying to pull me down!
hanging on..
but i feel so tired.
i feel like givin up.. .. in life.
i need baby with me.
i need her hands to hold me on.
i need her shoulder for me to cry.
i need her so badly.
im strugglin so hard at work.
& everything so sucks to th maxx.
i dunno what happen to my stupid moodswing.

i feel so much better after th big cry,
seriouslyyy.
i have been tolerating for dayyys!
:(
I WANT A HOLIDAY SO MUCH NAOZZ!!
I WANT TO LET MY HAIR DOWN & REST!
I WANT MY FREEDOM! MY $$$$
MY ENDLESS CASH. MY HAPPY GO LUCKY DAYS!
WHEREEE ISIT?????

sick & tired of all this fucks!!!!!!

FUCK EVERYTHING TO TH MAX~
& NEEDD BB SO SO FUCKING BADLY THIS FEW DAYS!
PLS STAY WITH ME AS LONG AS YOU CAN!
i hate moodswing.

criescries-
night!

TMR START CLASS AGN!
& F, IS THEORY