no more hesitate x(

haish . slp slp slp ! slpin , make mye tyme pass faster . ie hate tuu go tuu skool ! seeing him in skool & yet acting strangers . seeing him in klass , carnt tok tuu him , canrt even look dere ! its so hard . really so hard for mie x( ' haish . wadd shld ie do ! there're tuu many lies around . ie dunnwanna forget ue ! its so so so hard for mie . ie feel so hurt . how long can ie continue avoiding ? shld ie stop tis ? im really tired . how can ie forget him ? hais . ie dunno wad else can ie do ? waiting silently ? or continue tuu act as if ie dunno tis person ? ie wanna tok tu him as before . ie wana disturb him , hit him as bfore . can ie ? things changed . ie dun stand a single chance now . its tuu late . its all mye fault ! wad shld ie do ? haish . ie'm dha one hu spoiles mye eberithing . whye mus ie b so silly . ie noe ie won b happpy doin tis . bud jus bcos ie love him . & ie hab tuu do dhat ! haish . can ie jus stop all the sillyness , stop all the nonsense . stop lovingg him ! can ie ? shld ie sae sorry ? shld ie gibe in ? whye ? things happening sho sho sho fast ! ie jus carn bear tu lose ue ! its jus mye first tyme . first tyme for being so so so foolish , so tuupidd . so in love wibe ue ! haish . ie guess ish useless . izit real dhat ue really told dhem dhat ? izit real dhat ue once love mie ? or its all a lie again ? so fan . so & so fan ! can ie jus stop crying . can ie jus stop all this ? feel so meaninless . ie hate tuu act strong . act happy . act lyke im nuttin wrong . act lyke im a clown ! makes jokes . laugh LOUDLY . screamm lyke helll ! ie hate all tis . budd ie jus carn do anything except for actting . sorry . ie'm nort perfect . haish . x'((
end here .
takecares .
bye ..

MINYEE `

ielovehimFOREVER .
till the dae ie die !
ie'll still b lovingg him !

ie've neber regret loving ue .
budd ie regretted doing those tings !

ie hab nth else tuu sae .
budd SORRY !

ie jus cant tell ue all tis again !
iemissyou so MANYY .
budd canr eben look closely at ue again !
ILOVEYOUBOI !

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