haish . ib it ish , wad shld ie do ?

ie've regret those thing ie've done , ib tyme would turn bk , ie promise ie won do dhat again , budd its tuu late . im sorry for misunderstood ue . ieloveyou ' ieloveyou more dhen anything , more dhen myeself . its tuu late , whye cant ue let mie noe dhat tyme ? haish . wad shld ie do ? whye did ue lie ? hais . wad shld ie do ? waiting silently & yet dun let him noe ? or letting go of him & yet its hard for mie . wadd shld ie do ? feel so hurt . so pain . boi ; im jus sorry . can ue jus tell mmie those words again ? ie jus carn get ue outta mye mindd . ie've regtret . can ie still turn bbk ? or its really tuu late ? ib ie still hab dha chance , ie rather wait , ie dun mind how longg . 9 mths again , another 9 mths & 9mths x 3 x 4' ie'll wait . ie promise . budd pls , tell mmie it ish real ? no fake hope pls ! seeing ue in skool , nort tuu talk tuu ue , treating ue lyke stranger , really mmakes mmie feel so xin ku . ib ie continued lyke tis ie'm gonna go madd . sctingg happy in klass . actingg happy whenever ie see ue . acting strongg & go on ! he don eben noes . he don eben care . tell mmie wadd can ie do ! whye shld dhey tell mie tis & let mie feel lyke turning bbk ! WHYE ? whyeeeeee !!! HAISH . im jus afraid tuu lose ue . ue jus dun understand dhs reason ie send those things . ue guys jus dun understanddd . ib ie neber tell ue thoes things , dhen when will ue tell mie how ue feel ? & ue kip keeping quiet , how can ie stopingg habiin those thoughtss ? haish . ue jus dun understand . plss ' dun jus think ob yoorself . its selfishh ! stopp all tis . ie still love ue as bfore , mye loves for ue hab neber drop a single bit , its has NEBER ! ie'll love ue foreverrr , ie will ! haish . tell mie wadd can ie do ? ie feel so weak , ie feels so hurt . & yet no one understand mmie =( '

GUDBYE .
soHURT .
holddMMIEwhenIEnidYOU !
tell mmie you love mie =( '

MINYEE ''

do ue noe wad ish LOVE ?
all the while ie was jus beeing lieddd !

stop tellingg mmie lies .
yoor lies re all over .
hu shld ie believe .

IE JUS CARN GET UE OTTA MYE MIND .

imSORRY
for those things ie've done.
those msg'es ie've send.
imSORRY .
ib ie noes things would had happen tis wae .
ue would think this wae ,
ie woon b doing dhat !

ie'vebeenTHINKINGGG .
itsallOVER