tryingg, holdiing

One min, we're looking at each other eyes, smiliing, playing, joking & kissing.
another min, we're ignoring, crying, argue-ing, quarreling.

why things always happen like this?
why cant happiness last?

isit bcos im not worth?

why are you like this?
please tell me whats wrong with you!
you're really hurting me so much!

WHAT CAN I DO NOW?
:((
do you know how much i need you in my life.
i need you to pampered me.
sayang me, make me smile like u used to!
joke & fool ard with me.
tickling each other!
those happy times, WHRE ISIT?
i din'nt eat them up!
:(

you want me to share everything with you.
im doing it.
then what about you?
i don have anything hidin from you!
even if im unhappy i will say it out too!
im trying to change for you!
even my character & attitude..
bcos of you, im changing.!
THEN WHAT ABT YOU?

now, IM WONDERING.....
where do i stand?
& how much do u still love me?
are you tired of this?
sick of me?
or ? .. . . .. .
then what makes you become like this?


I MISS TH DAYS YOU PLAY ARD WITH ME.!
JOKE & STICK TOGETHER EVERY MIN!
DOTE ME LKE NO TMR :(
BUT NOW !!
SIGHHS.


i will try to be happy.
& i want you to be happy.
once u're done text me!
i know u need time to settle down!

I LOVE YOU