In fact i'am!

no matter how angry or upset i'am!
i wont do that :(

now, you off your relationship status.
i off mine too. when you wan to on it back den do it..

when i saw that, my name wasnt der anymore. tears eventually drop down..
make me soooo heartbroken..
& upset.. though is over now. everything is back to normal..
but still im very upset about it..
:( why mus u do this?
am i someone whom you can pull & push? ):

me & my assume? mayb... perhaps


okay, for now ..
i dont wan to tink so much alr.

i've pack my stuff today!
memories all erased!
look forward! & not keeping those stuff tat is not worth for me to keep anymore.
if only...

i went blading from my hus to punggol park den sk today!
&& i fell down..
have some bruises... but it seems nothing to me at tat point of time.
after i sweat it off... i decieded to text you. nt bcos i admit im at fault.
but i find myself being to harsh to you..
bcos im too pekcek explaining agn & agn yet u don blieve me..
& yes, ur words are hurting too...
i alr said, i will fight for my rights.
if i really make u feel damn f pissed off. den sorry..

all i hope for, ur feelings for me...
still dere...
& nt fadingg...

hope there wont be another time this kind of stupid matter happen!
but u really have to know..
ur attitude is'nt any better baby..
i know my attitude sucks as well~ but indeed i hold back all th time if i cn..
but i have limits too..

since everything is back to normal now i don want to say alr..
but im jus veryvery disappointed & upset..

since you are sick.
tmr i go takecare of you.
& rest well..
today im not dere for you..
im sorry okay..
bcos im really not in tat mood to even meet you too..
i told you nt to skip ur meals..
but still u wont listen..
my words are nth to you..
):

NO MATTER HOW AM I....
IM STILL TH SAME GIRL THAT LOVE YOU!
LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I DO..
OK?!

&& fyi..
if in ur heart, u still think i dont care..
den forget it. i said my part.

i look for you, for th whole entire night..
i send you 3 msges only..
but i called you many times. but i jus cant get thru..
i go ard asking checking where were you!
go lan open comp jus to see weather u online anot.
reach home wait for u online.
sleep halfway & check my fone weather u text me..
woke up early to wait for ur text.
still disappointment..
ask u to rest more.. drink more water.. don skip ur meal yet all this to you. = i don care?
if i don bother.. i don have to do all this..
when you said tat i don bother or care... really waste my effort. break my heart!
mayb u will nvr know..

one day...
i'll get numb.

Goodnight.
iloveyou

tears slowlyyy dries up..
& how sad or pain i feel sooner or later.
i dont know how to cry anymore.