crushed

fyi : please do not ask or comment abt this post. Only for reading purpose! I donwan to talk abt it.

For th past 3 days, i cry myself to sleep. I dont knw whats going on.. But i aren't gettin any stronger. Mayb im thinking too much.
Mayb im missing you.. Maybe things wasn't th same anymore.

When im in pain, who is dere? Where are you? I tried to be okay.. But everything dosen seems okay for me..

Okay shut it down.. I donwan to care to know abt anything now, all shit it down.

Maub to you is lil things, aiyah what so big fiss abt lil tthings?? But to me, is something that i ever wanted.. My dreams are always simpleee. But to somebody seems so hard to fullfill..

Alright. Mayb i shld learn..
Tmr is b first day of work. Goodluck.... I can only say.our 5mths anni... Like that zzzzz

When bb told me she is going to work tmr. Im shick.. Very.. But happy at th same time..
But i think she halfwy one. Jus don put too much lor. Lets thing go by it nature..

Okayyyyy..
Let me b alobe ..
Byeeeeee.

U if think i alr....
I havent....
Iam tryingggg