Want to be a kid forever

suddenly, i don want to grow up!
i want childhood, i want to play, jump, scream, study, enjoy, cry.
& not like now? work = study = work,
f.ing sianed
& shag!

last day staying oout late with my precious bb!
damn sad can?!
very she bu de! thoough we'll still meet everyday!
perhaps i used to too stick with u le.
den now i donwan th world! but jus wan you!
& make me concentrate on u only & donwan anything else!
even work & study!
i know i shld'nt be doing this.
but what else can i do?!
sighs!
from tmr onwards i have to wake up everyday at 7am!
& meeting bb after 6pm!
& be home by 9pm!
pathetic?! yes very!
only friday & sat i can stay out late!
i hope bb & me will get used to all this.
scared bb feel lonely! scared ppl find sumone else to pei.
:(
mayb i think too much!
when bb alr told me she wont! & i shld trust her right !

YAWNS! TODAY IS TH LAST DAY I CAN STAY OUT LATE WITH EVERYONE!

but friday i can! (:(:


bb is going to sleep alr.
inside her lala land now!
meetng bb later on at my hus!
& i miss you so badly alr.
sighs!
dunno isit good to stick wth u all day!bcos is like will get ADDICTED`!
agrh!~

i loveeeeeee it so much thse fews days!
when we're real sweet! no quarrels nothing.
but jus sumtime i imba bb! but still ths time bb manage to cheer me up (:
loves.
things are diff from e past!
bb sayang me & love me more den lastyme, i can feel th diff.
soo many days without any argue-ment!
sweetsweet all e way!
I LIKE (:
i hope we cann continue having our honeymoon period!
loveyou!

when i get my salary, im gonna save many money to bring bb go honeymoon (:
heheheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
muackmuack (:



& to my gfriends!
i may be busy for th meant time. & not gonna stay & ton with you all le!
onnlyy free on friday & sat!
weekdays cannn. but till 9pm! LLOLL!
very shag luh.



im cherish-ing everyone with me now!
not wanting to lose anybody!
i love all my girls & bb tooo (:

NIGHT