not worth?

i think everyone is th same .
when you wanted to get someone you love to love you back,
you'll normally treat them very very nice in th beginning.
pampered them, dote them & showw tthem how much you love them..
& yes, th person falls in to th trap & loves you back..
you'll change, slowly change. you yourself will not notice th changes you've made.
only th person that loves you notice that!
slowly slowly , you become impatience, bad tempered, not so loving & slowly all your true coloura will be out . . .
all th person that loves you can do is tolarate, continue loving.
& try to pampered or dote you more.

untill one day, th person that loves you go insane.
perhaps you'll regret, perhaps you wont?

is it that EVERYONE is like this?
i hope you're not. & pls tell me you're not.
iloveyoubb.

cant even get to sleep.
whenever i close my eyes all th things tht happen flashback.
th hurtful words u told me . . . . . .
yes, its kiliing me inside.
minyee, pls get over it! you can do it.
pls stop thinking!
stop thinkiing all th negative things.
pls don doubt bb love for me.
pls dont!

VERY UPSET.
BUT STLL IM TRYING ,
TRYING TO SMILE BACK