ie think ie can ! so ie'll try (: im so boredd .

erms . todae was dam bored lurh . so sian . stay at home for e whole dae ! hahah . den woke up at 4+ watch tebee , make mye things . dhen was so bored the whole dae . ): about 6+ he cored =x ' den he told mmie he had graduated ! weeeee . congrats . hahaha ' ie noe ue wanna gibe ppl suprise so ue donwanna tell others (: hhaah . budd ie was shocked dhat ue told mie ue din graduate . den suddenly cai sae gort . erm . haish ' budd hab nth much tuu tok tuu him now ler ' lyke drifting apart liaos . when we tok we won joke around , listen tuu mye xinshi lyke b4 ! changeddd . no more liaos . budd alryte lurh , although ie still feel dha pain , feel hurt . bud now ie dun blame anyone ' cus ie CHOOSE tuu GIVEUP . mayb dhats the best wae for mie & you ! haish . so now , ie jus wanna see ue happy , see you smile . & nth else . ie dunwish tuu ask for more (: wish the both of dhem will be happie =) ' ie gibe dhem mye blessingg . aalthoug seeingg dhem together its really hurt for mmie . bud alryte . mayb ie'll get over it soon ! ie believe ie can! so ie'll try ! & ie'll b strongg . ie'll still b smilingg happily infront of ue ! being a clown . making jokes . budd actually ue won noe how ie feel ! & ie dun mind tuu (: ie hate tuu feel sad . ie wanna b cheerful as bfore . no more crying , no more ! at least gibbin a fake smile ish better dhen dripiin tears =x' 'ie understand . ie won make things difficult for ue anymmore . ie go on myeself . mmie w/out ue its still mie . so nth special ! its jus no one for mie tuu depend on =x ' bbud alryte , ie dunmind tuu ! ie believe one dae ie'll find mye own happyness . ie believe in myeself . ie won b dhat tuupid anymore . although sumtyme seeing ue will makes mmie feel dha pain , thinkin ob those memories we once hab ! was wonderful . budd its jus all memories , its over . no more . ie can think of those memories budd ie carn thinking of going bbk ! heh .
so now , nth gonna pull mie down . ie'll tell myeself , nort tuu love him , he's jus mye besttie , mye brother . dhats all ! no more doubts . no more ' nth !
no more being tuupid . its useless =)
being happy its better dhen being sad ryte ?
later grow white hair . haaa '
faster skool reopen lurh . men si ler ' so boreddddd !
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althoug its hurt seeing all this , bud ie told myeself tuu b strongg.
& act as if nth happen , its will b better .
guys ; ie gibe ue mye blessinggg alryte `

promise mmie , ue mush b happyyy (:
mrWHITE , GUDBYEEE
ie'll leaveee