we live

i want a better future!

i dont understand why im so afraid to trust u back.
why do u have to crush me down again and again.

now i need to build all over again....
please dont pull me down again!
its not easy...


my heart is too small to fit.

i still cant overcome th fear in me. i dont know how to face u. or believe u.
i hate myself .... for loving u again n again..
how i wish my heart is dead.

please.... let me have peace ..

getting higher ;party like a rock star babe!

i went to sentosa for tanning today! k the sun was hot enough and luckily it din rain! happy max!!!
im like burnt now but like it`~

k bored, everyday work work work! end work go home eat sleep work work work!~
everyday same de! damn shag!

always $$$ not enough! damnmylife.
how i wish i can go back school life, no stress de.!
not like now, need pay tis and that! :(

i will try not to let my blog rot kay~ sometime damn lazy to update!!

;;

im going back sk liao, hungryhungry!

byebye






love ; is the key to my heart!
forever in ur heart.


dance dance dance *

when tears make someone stronger

Things had.changed so.much from e past till.now,been thru real different stuffs. And yet still back to squareone. What does all this mean??


Life hasnt been.good during September, and hope October is a new start.

Situation really make human grow up. And im really glad i became stronger each time i fall.



Life.is just so amazing that miracles and impossible stuff always happen. What we have to.do, face it accept.it. FUCK.it ((:

when you find ...

I think of you all the time,
Could something happen to me... We have been searching for love
Everyone deserve to have i guess.. Nor its a good or bad one we hav to accept it.

If someday, what would you do ..
God, i have many random thoughts and its like running wild..
I DONT want history to.happened again, so what else ...
Could love jus stay here and not run ..

有些话我永远都说不出口，对不起。。

你一直在我心里。我的灵魂以经走了，快把我找回来，我不想离开你。
都怪我，好笨好笨。
你要勇敢哦!!
有些东方一直留在我心里就够了。










我爱你。。。你呢?
我好想离开这里哦!!!

happy birthday to you.

happy 22nd xingyu! All th best in everything you do. (:



I know i cant give you what you want, i know i cant be compared to her, when she leaves you , you are much more worst den now when i leave ya. So how much i can see, im still not that impt. U still can live without me.

Sorry tat i given u this lousy bday.
And now i know. U have ntg to blog abt us this few days, u have ntg to talk abt me. U made me feel that im not th one anymore and that makes me confused. Perhaps.......

Who did put on effort who didnot i can see.

For people that dont think without saying. Just don need u to appear in my life to give me anymore trouble.

Just fuck everthing.

when you say love, do you really know what it is?

lets th picture do th talk ..

i feel that, im staying in my own world.. im living in one corner when no one is gonna see or find me anymore.

that weird feelings inside me, i dislike it. and its tearing me apart. jus wanted to cry them out.

i need somebody here tonight.

there's nobody ...

life has been changing slowly, i dont like th changes, but isit good or bad?

its about you or me?

whats wrong with this life? im so sick of it.

i got to achieve what i've promised.

dying inside...

when its time to... den do it.

i would sacrifice my time, my life for you.

meaningless ..

goodnight. :(

im feeling random. ima sorry.

treat me well and gently, for now im fragile.

handle with care.

goodbye