everything jus flashes back, like i can neveer go back to those beautiful period being with you.

for now, things aint th same anymore.

what we used to do. no longer th same.

does anyone know. everyday im not HAPPY. does anyone hear me out?

knowing whats wrong with me you family money myself?

fml. nobody does.

step on me, push me down.. or make me fall.

everything is doing this to me.

& im trying to be alright and go on..

wanted to sleep at home forever. & jus sleep forever.. not waking up forever.

jus leave me sleeping forever.

every morning when i woke up. i have to do blahblahblah. this & that

im sick of it. tired of it.

trying to give you. wad u want.

what abt you?

wanted to love you with all my heart.

but seems being push away.

does anyone know how i feel?

i really really need somebody here with me.

but who ?

i need a talk.. pls talk me out.

i cant say anything.

whatever i say are rubbish.

don have to listen to me.

i deserve it...

sleeping mode.

nobody can help me, only i can help myself

nobody can help you, only you can help yourself.

feel lost inside.

someone take me out.

i miss those times we once had, but i noe we can never return to where we used to be.

feels like leaving this world. and everything is gonna be fine.

this is th first time, u make me feeling ending this life of mine.

i donwant to go on.

bye

getaway

this lil day is coming! Like im looking forward from january? Cool! Finally 2more days and we are going to enjoyyy!!

Exactly 2more months and is also my bdayy!
Hoping for a better one this yr.

Shall take this trip to play enjoy and relax, not having any quarrels or seeing any attitude face .
Jus wana scream my ass off and play! Thou i know when i come back, i still have to face alot of problems coming. But at least i can forget this problems for 3days. Lol.

Sway, jus saw 4.44 roar!
Yes, we're not knowing about it. And we dosen wanna know abt it.
Without you, everything will be smoother ..
But .. Things would be diff without obtacles.

Ehhhh, jus take this trip as our fkin honey moon?? Ahhhh, No?
I richerr i bring u go other honeymoon hoh!


Needa get a new job i guess.
Come on minyee buck up!


14oct, start work!?? We are gonna work hard!?


Yawnnnnnn.
I hope someone understand me knowin what i wantt. And what kind of life i want.


Its dosen matter how long we are tgt..
But th love bond we have.. And th obtacles we went thru tgt.

I guess i used to be too haoming, and nw i have ku ming.
I believe one day i deserve beetter. I wisih i wish..

Stop making me cry myself to sleep please.
Some nights, you jus don let me feel loveee

Workin naozx. Byebye.. Bored ttm. Noone bothers. Fml

forgotten?

if only love can be like pencil and eraser.
Keep th wonderful ones and erased th hurtful ones.

when i was younger.. I din'nt know how to cherish.
I tell myself no matter whats th outcome in future, i shouldnt regret ..

this is life.. Im moving on, so do everybody.

Love th one who deserve your love..
Don hold on to smth that dont belong to you.
Don hold on to smth that dosen bring happiness.

Choose th life you want it to be.

superduperfuckhatethisfeeling

i myself don even know whats going on or what happen to me.
but feeling so down .. esp this few days, feel like hiding myself keeping quiet like randomly.
Sorry, for being fragile inside.. Lil things that you said or do sometimes break me apart and i intend to say you back rudely or either kept quiet.

I hate this part, when im alone.. Need you badly. But you're sleeping. No point huggin curly anymore.
v random.. Really very. Whats on my mind? Whats with me? I don even know myself. If only i cann.. I wont be like this.

Moodswing sucks so much.
Want come faster come. Keep moodswing v pekcek luh.

Goodnight.

its jus me and you

all i want is jus peace!
Shall hope nth goes wrong, lookin superb forward for genting trip. Lets enjoy. And throw all th shits and singapore and getaway for 3days. Woohoo.

give me shyte? And im gonna give you shyte too!

Jus me and you ..
In our small lil world.
Hope this is what u want.
Im gonna love you till th world stop turnning.
Hugs.

keep going ..

back to work after a 4days break. 7days straight is gonna be tired for me, 5more days to go babe, jyjy luh.
Genting payment everyone settle alrdy, now left with all of thier passport numb and monday here they goes to book th tickets. Omg, im sooo looking forward to it. I know th more i look forward th more disappointment i will have, but u see' i cant help it. Rawr. Fuckshit. Lets fly tmr. Haa. I jus wanna have true fun shit and enjoy, hope noOne spoils th entire mood of everybody or so, hopes everyone cooperare. Woohoo.
Am workinh naozx, beloved is sleeping. Hope she is not waking up like too late to come over to visit me. Hee.

Somehow we would jus wanna let love die, so we won feel all th negative shits. But said is still so much easier den done so ya. Its not possible i guess.

I know im not as perfect as her, or as wonderful. And i know i cant be. I tried but failed. i want nth but ur smile and laughter.
All i can do is to give u all Th love i can.. Giving u happiness for th rest of ur life , i wan u to rmb.. Me!

I need to work more to get nearer to what we wanted. Hope after genting u wud be willing to help me out and struve tgggt.

Or maybe time is what i need, find it slowly..

As long as im still standing, i will try my best.
Shall hope we both can move out real soon, so part of some stress will be over too.
I love you. Till th v last.
Hugs..
Missingyou monster. My lil baby monster.
Lets getaway. Mmuacks.




Till th world ends, we hugged tgt..