newwwwwwwstart

a brand new start agn for me & bibi.
thankyou for yoor understanding, pammperation&tolerating me
sorry for beingg unreasonable, showing tantrum& attitude problem.

my promises to yoo k (:
im sorry i'vve hurt u once.
thanks for giving me another chance.
letting me love you back agn..
hugs.
lets forget bout th past.
& continue k dear (:



friday : wake up go work.
after work meeting till 12++
dhen went jalankayu eat. til 1+
bibi came fetch me
dhen stayed over my hus.
till 6am went eat mac breakfast till 7.30am?
dhen bibi sent me home & SLEEPPPPPPPPP.
Sat: after i wake up, prepared till 6pm?
bibi downstair waited for me.
went sing k. & lan hus slack till 10+
dhen homed. bibi go back camp..
hugs..
all i wanted is u to be happy (:


nightssss

another chance?

In this relationship deres alot of ups&downs.
i always hope we cn go through all this.
but im sorry.
i choose to giveup..

bud once agn why nt try out another time?
if u're willing to sacrifice for me.
y not another chance for u.
lets try out agn?

im sorry,
i was in th wrong tis time.
budd all i hope for, is u cn really hlp me.
& im trying my best to love u with all i cn.
don force me, im trying..

im sorry i've said sum words to hurt you.
im sorry im being straightforward to u..
as i don wish tu lie anymore.
my heart is nt dderre.
budd i want to grab it back.

in this relationship.
we shld try to give in.
at times u let me show tantrum.
at times i let u.
at times u let me go a lil.
& i'll let u go a lil too.
don hold me back too tightly,
seriously. its hard to breathe.
& one day i might not take it.

somtimes i might be with my friends.
no jealousy or suspicious pls?
i trust u, so cn u?
i nv check u, so cn u?
tryy to believe in me? for another time?

don spend so much on me, as i really doonlike u shld noe.
im with u nt bcos of money , present or whatever.
think bfore u spend. is it worth?
do i have it? cn i afford it?
i cn. dhen don spend.
kip th money, save th money is all i asked for.
donn asked me to mit ur parents or even go out with dhem
u shld know, how stress m i?
don force me i've saidddd.

if u really cn go throug all this,
i might giv another try.
are u willing to?
don force yoorself to.
if its to hard for u, jus say.
don wait till its too late.
ok?
im sorry, i;ve hurt u.
as i really don meant it bi.

hopee u understand.
nt only i hav to understand u.
u hav to understand me..

i hope u wont hold me too tightly.
sumtimee pls be loose.
thankyou.& sorry

sorry

im sorry baby,
i don meant to hurt you.
im sorry..

Im tryingggg .
&& i will try my best..

Thanks for being so patience to me :(

Im not happy at all .
tell me how to be happy?
when is all this going to end?

HATING SOMEONE IS REALLY TIRED.
SO CHOOSE TO FORGIVE & FORGET (:

EVERYTHING GONNA B FINE..

(:

ytd night went slack wit bb jie.
this fews days kip slackinggg.

my cig goes off so fast.
one day one pack!
:x
cut off cut offf..

im nt feeling well recently.
last night layping & jess came my hus slack till 7++
omgg, im so tired man.

& thanks jie for pei-ing this fews days..

smile pls everyone.
rmb?
kaixin mah? mus kaixin ok!
esp you. smileeeeeee(:(:(:

gng out wit bi later.
tatas

xintongtong**

messed

nth to blog.
nth to say.

not feeling well recently.
alot of things happeningg.
not happy ! not happy at all.

hopee sunshine will come after th rain.
i hate th way im now!

&lastly,
im sorry bi :(





tiredd, tired of living.
im soo soo tiredd.
i hate working.
i nid more money to shoppin for de-stress.

im greedy.
i wan more.....

what's my future to be?
i wanna study.
&immissinyou.

nights