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hello,
i guess my blog is rotting agnnn.
ima so lazyyy.
anw, bi has gone taiwan alr. so im left alone here..
he's cuming back in 1week plus. yeaaaaa.
counting down, really missing him badly ok!

jammmm jammm, stuck. dunno what tu type.
laughs.
todae spent 160 plus. bought 3 presents for 3 special ppl.
boyf
darl
Smich

LOL

tmr im working. so siandddd.
budd im finding jobbbbb.
:D:D

27feb korkor b'dae
09march mich b'dae
10march baby b'dae
18march shasha b'dae.

presnt till no money ok. esp BABY ONE!!!





ANW,
sum GIRLS right,
they think tat veri big FCUK.
do what piercing & tatto jus for attention.
yucks, ppl here alrr stoped all tis,
dhn you all starts. SLOW LUH DEY.

truly, i looked dwn on you girls.
so kiddish.
i think you shld know hu ima saying luh.
puiii!
wake up luh! slowww. you're so OUTDATED.
HAHA . -.-'



**& for sum bytches hor,
if yoo don like me cum in front & say.
don tok bad bout me at th back.
cus i also wanna tell you that i also don FUCKING LIKE YOU (:

*nowadaes see sum PPL luh,
wear uniform smk like beri yaya papaya one.
-.-'
wear uniform smk outside big fcuk meh?
don you feel shamefull? dotdotdot.
go home change diapers luh kids.





dunno why todae abit evil.
kip saying ppl, bud is th TRUTH!

envious

i want to go skool.
i really envious when i see my friends in uniform.
i really hoope i can skool.
i feel like study. i dunno why.
i think cus if i go skool, i won feel lonely.
i won feel bored. cus i have all my sisters & bestie
to acomapany me. chit chat at class.
fool around.
don have tu stress bout money. I WAN SKOOL!
budd i think baby don like.
& i don finna fight & quarrel bcos of this.
RAH!
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

yooohooooooo! baby is booking outttttttttttt.
ilyilyilyilyily soooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

NIGHT<3

except baby, who else?

except for fri night to sundae night,
who else can tok tu me?

friends? i don think so.
EVERYONE IS SO BUSY.
noone have time for me.

currently, im feeling so rotting.
what if baby went taiwan.
EVEN that 3 daes im alone.
i might as well die luh.
what if i have probs, can i call bi?

i scared, not scared that i have probs.
bud i scared to feel lonely.
im scared to be left alone.
everytime i feel alone, i feel weak.
i will cry. i feel cold.
pls don let me feel dhat way.

:(
getting emotional tis fews daes.
esp baby going for his field camp.
i msg him no reply.
friends are busy.
tmr im nt working. bud friends are.
i have no one to go out wit me.
i guess i have to go to my past.
gooing out alone.
mayb i shld get used to it :(

Other dhen bi, WHO ELSE?
i can tok tu. cry to.?

i envious sum of my friends,
dhey have veri close sisters.
veri long friendship,
dhey mit up almost everydae
& go each other places to stay.
really close like siblings.
wheres mine?
or im nt worth to have one?
:(

dere's really alot of ups & dwn in life.
i really hope i can go through all this.

lastly, i love baby.
i promised , i will wait for you.
no matter how hard it is,
im gonna try my bery best to go through.
SMUACKS

what m i living for?

everyone is going to school.
bud me? what m i going tu do now? to do in future.
who will understand how i feel? i guess baby don.
i really wish i can school. bud i jus don wanna quarrel wibe baby.
so let it be.

once friends are going tu school.
i will left with nth!
no one is gonna go out with me.
baby's going taiwan.
how m i going tu survive without him?
without friends?
without ppl concern?
how?

i have tu find a job asap due to sum reason.
bud when i niid tyme tu adapt in to new enviroment,
i need baby, he at taiwan.
how?

everything seems so far away from me!
friends are true or fake?
will they fly away & makes me feel i left with nothing?

i feel , i seems to be alone all this while?
what do i live for?
:(

where's mine?

everyones has their own world.

mich(small) has her sch friends
darl has her guys friends
bb jie has her frinds to hangout wit.
babe has her own sisters.
baba has her cliques.

WHERE'S MINE?



everyone has their own world,
bud wheres mine?
when i really nid sumone to tok tu.
who will b th one?

WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?
:(

:(

hello.

sianed.
blog gonna rott.
my b'dae jus pass nt long!
was having fun all this while.
nt in finacial anymore;
woohoo, currently back tu kfc temp.
bud 3daes a week only.

so friends can cum find me.
lollol.

babby is nt with me.
todae he got roadmarch.
miss miss :(:(
i nid bi :(

counting down to dad b'dae 20dec
counting down to christmas
counting down to new yer
counting down to baby's leaving to taiwan :(:(
counting down to CNY
counting down to be aloneee till bi return.

thinkin of whaT to do on bi b'dae.
thinking of gibing bi a big suprise.

i really donwant him to leave.
how m i going to survive. ?
:(


bored nah. ebvery dae slp late.
wake up 3+ dhen go work.
machiam no life.
finding for jobb by nxt yer!!

rahhhhhhh.
tats all.

ilovebaby,
now & forever.