dont wish for something that will never happen.

people come and go and i no longer feel anything about it.
if you're true you'll stay..

so how am i this few months? weeks?

life hav been th same, work eat home sleep.
without money i cant do anything..
hoping to go taipei on august. finding more kaki if ppossible.

finally i update my blog, i will update more often if i can.

trying to forget those unhappy moments in life and remember those wonderful ones..
cherish your loves one before its gone.
bcos you'll never know what'll happen next.


i hope i can get a mini getaway ard apr? other wise i work till aug den fly comfirm i'll die......~~


i dont know to use my lappy chnge chinese word leh. wtf?~ stupid




goodnight, bebbye



out of billions of people in this world,
isnt easy to get someone you loved and th pperson loved you back,
if you dont go for th one you love, will you regret for th rest of your life?
i've been thinking this almost everyday...
if i love someone, i should hold em and not let em slip away...
but if you love someone and let thm go, will you be able to forget them?


sometimes is not aabout love, sometimes you don understand me enough..
sometimes i need some space to breathe.


whatever i do, do my best. whoever i choose dont regret....





;
time flies, im 21st this year...
still havent think of what life would be in few yrs down th road.

this yr keep going drink, good or bad?
i guess life have been easier for me ever since i moved out. i meant as in i save more money now den before , and buy more things now then before.


ask me; am i happy now?
:: i couldnt give you my answer... half part of me being happy, but another part nope.
im a human being, i have feelings. for everything... understand me.






breathing in and out. k zzzzzz

always in my heart <3

we live

i want a better future!

i dont understand why im so afraid to trust u back.
why do u have to crush me down again and again.

now i need to build all over again....
please dont pull me down again!
its not easy...


my heart is too small to fit.

i still cant overcome th fear in me. i dont know how to face u. or believe u.
i hate myself .... for loving u again n again..
how i wish my heart is dead.

please.... let me have peace ..

getting higher ;party like a rock star babe!

i went to sentosa for tanning today! k the sun was hot enough and luckily it din rain! happy max!!!
im like burnt now but like it`~

k bored, everyday work work work! end work go home eat sleep work work work!~
everyday same de! damn shag!

always $$$ not enough! damnmylife.
how i wish i can go back school life, no stress de.!
not like now, need pay tis and that! :(

i will try not to let my blog rot kay~ sometime damn lazy to update!!

;;

im going back sk liao, hungryhungry!

byebye






love ; is the key to my heart!
forever in ur heart.


dance dance dance *

when tears make someone stronger

Things had.changed so.much from e past till.now,been thru real different stuffs. And yet still back to squareone. What does all this mean??


Life hasnt been.good during September, and hope October is a new start.

Situation really make human grow up. And im really glad i became stronger each time i fall.



Life.is just so amazing that miracles and impossible stuff always happen. What we have to.do, face it accept.it. FUCK.it ((:

when you find ...

I think of you all the time,
Could something happen to me... We have been searching for love
Everyone deserve to have i guess.. Nor its a good or bad one we hav to accept it.

If someday, what would you do ..
God, i have many random thoughts and its like running wild..
I DONT want history to.happened again, so what else ...
Could love jus stay here and not run ..

有些话我永远都说不出口，对不起。。

你一直在我心里。我的灵魂以经走了，快把我找回来，我不想离开你。
都怪我，好笨好笨。
你要勇敢哦!!
有些东方一直留在我心里就够了。










我爱你。。。你呢?
我好想离开这里哦!!!

happy birthday to you.

happy 22nd xingyu! All th best in everything you do. (:



I know i cant give you what you want, i know i cant be compared to her, when she leaves you , you are much more worst den now when i leave ya. So how much i can see, im still not that impt. U still can live without me.

Sorry tat i given u this lousy bday.
And now i know. U have ntg to blog abt us this few days, u have ntg to talk abt me. U made me feel that im not th one anymore and that makes me confused. Perhaps.......

Who did put on effort who didnot i can see.

For people that dont think without saying. Just don need u to appear in my life to give me anymore trouble.

Just fuck everthing.