hard to leave, but i have to

everything i do.. remind me of you.
life seems so hard.. like a second with out is dying. is tearing me apartt.
you know how hard it is?

things i promised you, i will still do it.
everything between us.. i will still acomplish.
i will never make u a passerby to me. bcos u are always deep down th one i love most,
even now, everything is gone. im left alone like a empty shell.

still i wan ur return. mayb u will never comes back. mayb u will..
life gonna be real hard..

when im lying on th bed. who is gonna hug me to sleep. who is gonna acompany me talking to curly.
who is gonna chat with me till i knock off. who is gonna sayang me when im sick.
who is gonna takecare of me. what do i live for now?
who is gonna help me throw all th heavy boxes at work. who is gonna help me? who is gonna come & wait till i end work? who is gonna buy koi for me . who is gonna pei me eat dinner.
who is gonna tickle me till i scrream & roll ard. who is th one?

im breaking apart this moment. cant stop crying seriously i cant.

working tmr with tat fuckin poppin eyes.
life still goes on..
no matter how hard it is. still goes on..


for this last time im telling you.
B, I LOVE YOU.
if u found yours . i giv u my blessing.
takecare please. & lead ur life properly., anything pls look for me. .
cheerup. don cry anymore.
never wanna see u hurt...

i love you goodbye

forever. keep in my heart

Set me free

love or pride?

when you ain't feeling well i took care of you. i don care wheather how im feeling, i want you to be well. but have you ever apprecieate it? Or u think that this is wht i mus do? or i don deserve any better?
when i done smth wrong, i say sorry. when is nt my fault u angry i say sorry. isit wrong? if i never say sorry, do u think that you wud talk to me? if i never give in, will u still ignore?
I jus don understand, what more shld i do? Sorry also cant, keep quiet also cant, act blur also cant? Den what else??

Everytime whn i talk too much, u say tat im talkative or noisy blahblah.. But when i keep quiet u say i attitude??
U say i moodswong or dulan??
When i never,.. Sometimes i jus dunno what to tok anymore..

Yes, u think that im always wrong and u are right. So be it. I donwan to debate anymore or whatsoeever.
If u wanna continue this way is all up to you.

What u want, u urself is so unsure. From what i see. I dontknow.

Th way u talk hurt me sometimes, but who dosen get hurt this is what u reepply.
K fine, i kept quiet. Everybody does get hurt. Its jus ....

Sometimes i jus don understand.. K nevermind.
Is keeping ur ego and pride much more impt ???
When i treat u nicely, what i get back?
be nice cnnot. talk rude or harsh abit also cannot.

I noe im not perfect no one is..
Im noe im lousy. But i try alrdy..

I really dontknow... What do u want?




I never stop loving you. I always do..
But sometimes i jus donwan to show it anymore.
Goodnight.

hotcakes. breakapart. screamzx

heehee, my baby is so cuteee. Keep help me blog. Haha! I guess you all also blurblur who is bloggin. Laugh die..
Deres no forever promise? but for now you love me? Den what about tmr? Next mth, year? How am i suppose to believe u will continue loving me.. When u said deres no forever promise??

Mmmm. I hope we can stay tgt..

Now im gonna strive hard to move out of this place..
Every part of me feels so heavy , my brain, my heart.. So heavy..
Hoping someone wud understand. Someone wud carry a lil with me.. Mmm.

I wan hotcakes, i wan itouch, i wan chalet, i want zoo, i wan getaway ):

Someone save me out of this place..
Fml...


Clinic apointment wait untoll i die alrdy.. Haha.
Zzzzzzzz.

Ehhhhhhhhhh, bitter???
I love you, but.... At times i jus wan to stop showing it..
Bcos, i donwan to take th initiative anymore.
Lets work harder..

BLOW YOU AWAY ! *SHOOOO

her handsome cutie wawa is here to blog luh . :D

recently, she's getting so stress up with family problems .
same as me . but never mind, as long "I" strive harder,
nothing is a problem anymore . (:
moving out and stay together is what i wanted first .
but now, i guess she also have the urge to do so . hmm .

work was boring for her as i wasn't there to entertain her .
but small michelle went over and have her accompained till afternoon .
luckily she have those partners to talk to and gossip about . ~.~

today she is very very very careless . cause she forgotten to take
shop key and ended calling boss come down with a sleepy face . =x

REMINDER :
next time no matter quarrel or not, must put the key inside your wallet !

HOTCAKES HOTCAKES HOTCAKES !

I WANT MY HOTCAKESSS ~ ):

saying it for your sake . =x

Ps : there's no promise to a forever , all i know for now is ILOVEYOU !