a brave day (:

my baby is so random asking me to blog for her . But then its in my own typing . Hmm . Kinda weird thou . Cause i never tried this before .

Alright, shall help her post then . Today, i think my baby is having her most brave day . Early morning wake up, accompany her went to see doctor . Had a blood test whereby she's so afraid of NEEDLES like as if the world is ending soon . Just looking at her when she's having a blood test . End of the day, she was asked to go to nation skin centre for further check ups . Hmm . Kinda worry for her . At least this time she bomb everything out, better than one sickness after another .

after that went went back home and had a nap till night and head down to rp look for them . Slacked till 4 and went home . Right now helping my beloved baby to blogg . Wakkakakaka~

As time passes by at her house this few weeks, i realise by waking up and seeing your loved one beside you is such a happy and calm feeling . It just brighten up my days even thou i know sometimes i'm juss being attitude or showing you faces . After all, i still love her alot and promised hat i will never leave her till my breathing had stopped . (:

P.s : I LOVE YOU, baby !

We still have many many years ahead of us and we can create new memories for us too . Don't always be so negative in your thinking . Sometimes you're also a xiao qi gui alright .

Shall head back and shioshio you now while you're in pain . Oppps . What pain i won't say luhh . Muhahhahaha . ><

fuck my life & fuck your life.

hello goodbye.
a hard time for me..
Hardest ...

Continue down th road..
Cant control but they fell out.
What will th outcome be like?

Trust, love, patience, faith, courage.?

Can someone teach me how to long for a simple one?

Bcos i find me my world ur world this rs complicated.



Now, its th time that movingg.
But Everything stop.
Now, i need someone bside me..
Listen to my rants and wipe my tears away telling me, u are strong enough to go thru th days ahead.

Even if th choices is not you.
Stand up and walk all over again..
You can only keep loving. Nth else i can do.

Jus make me a happy person..

Lack of confident, secure, care, you.

why?

nobody tag me :(
alll so bo xim~
sadddd laaa :(

esp YOU!!
AGRH~

workworkwork!
everyday same!
now 7th month. don dare go out :(
faster over please!

going to sleep.
goodnight.

hardestgoodbye

somehow, no sense of security.
no sense of importance.. at times..
neglected.

at times, i feel so much like a stranger.
i dont even know whats on ur mind nor what do u want or what u are thinking thru tat min.
When i asked, all u said is nth..
but my mood have to swing according too yours. & i still have to pull them back.
mayb i cant say this is so hard.
Bcos some out dere going thru harder things.

I alrdy said i cn b dere for u when u need me.
I don mind suffer abit.
But another hand thinking, do you even need me?
At times feeling neglected.

Jus hope someone really understand me.
You know sometimes things u wrote for me out of a sudden made me feel sweet.
But when i see u in person, th feeling u giv is diff from th things u wrote.

I know, im not & i cant be th one..
I can never replaced.

You're really loving at times.
But out of a sudden u can jus change ur mood without telling me what had happen?
& i jus hav to swallow and go with it.

Th hardest goodbye is when you never even wanna leave, you have to make urself leave.

Things ain't even changing..
Its jus me in my hole, dosen want to come out.
Dosen mean im afraid of th world.
No! Im not' bcos i us wan to rrmain what i hav now..

Worth??? For now, i don know it either.
Even iif one day i might not be around in ur world.
I wan u to rmb, once dres someone, love yoyu so much before.

I'll hope tat i will always be missed by yoou.

Random post. Fml..

When i wake upp, i jus feel so insecure. And i donno whats th fuck is wrong.
You choose to hide, i choose to ride..

My sundays pass like a fast..

F, i jus feel like bursting out my brain now.

I hate this thinking. Cant i be positive more??

I need an answer,,

But nth is truth..
I rather not asked.

Bye.

woahlau i damn pissed off now. i blog for so longgggggg. Damn long den i press wrong button. Everything gone. Nbccb nbccb. I gan pua dulan now. Fuck.


Goin sleep la cb. Waste my time nia. F.



One year has pass. August...
Another national day. This yr everything is so diff.


Workingg. And so baby is
Tmr many ppl working. All cant enjoy. Shag die.

Everything is diff. Thanks to baby, i learn to be stronger and independent.
My previous post so sweet. But i press wrong nbpcb.



We hav to work hard to move out on our own. Save money for a getaway trip.

This is what u promised me.

I nv thot we are still tgt till now. After all th shits.

When u hold me, i will stay for u. As long as u need me in life,


Privided let me feel im cherished by you.

I hate usiing fone to blog. Bcos seriously is pissing me off.

Gooddnight. Everyone. Pls takecare.



Cant sleep without love by my side tonight. I miss you so much.
Time gonna be less for us.
Thinkin when is th next tyme i can see u again make me cry.
I hate to miss u, bcos i feel awful ):


jyjy for ur work. Ii will support u till e end.
I love you always baby.

Be good, and i will pampered u manymany okay.
Im so happy past few days.
Bcos baby cuddle and pat me to sleep.
Hug me from e back.
Treat me super good. Siosio me.
Make me laugh and giggle.

Do stupid stuffs to make me smile.
U are superly cuteee.
I love you so much laaa.

Hugs. U are gonna be my only one. Till my last breathe. I wan nobody else .

Anymore.

Night

getaway pls?

v sleepy & giddy now! heading to bed after i blog.

i need a getaway with babylove!
i wanna go bangkok, taiwan, korea & japan!
i need to save money for th future.
i cannot be a shopaholic anymore.
i quit.!
i don shop anymore.
i work for savings!


want to open a join acct with love when we stable down out finace!
my blog is rotting. i have no mmood to blog.
i dunno why..

i feeling uncomfortable.
i think i going sick soon..

i hate marina bay sand!
i swear im not going dere.!
RANDOM.
jus hate it so much!


baby papazao outside.
i miss her so much now!
bb gonna start work soon!
this coming monday!
our off days are clash.
time tgt will b so much lesser.
unless smtimes u stay my hus & i stay urs.
at least still can cuddle to sleep.
im gonna miss u so much my love.
i hope our love will still be strong.
i hope u wont change of heart
i hope u will always be mine!
i love u dearest..


somehow i want to hate u!
hate u so much.
i super bu shuang u!
& ur fucking life with tat fucking cb~
i jus want my things back! thats it fucker.
agrh~
sometimes, i jus wished i have never knew u bfore.
its a mistake in life to met a person like u!
u're not a man to me but a dog.
HATE U TTM!
fuck off from my life & i shall leave urs & ur memories!
everything shall be erased!
as long as i can, im not gonna think of th places we once go nor do.
get away from my life since u have urs & i have mine!
GUYS ARE SERIOUSLY BASTARD!


im contented with my life now.
even if im living in th lies, i don care too!
i have no time to bother so much.
i jus wan u with me
thats it.
if u love me, u won hurt me or cheat me anymore.
bcos i said, this is gonna be th last chance u had,
pls cherish it.
i love you baby! so much so much ..
i tried to give u th best i can.
but still i noe im useless, i don earn much at all!
but as long as i can. i give it all to you.
u're everything to me.
loves


goodnight