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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

except baby, who else?

except for fri night to sundae night,
who else can tok tu me?

friends? i don think so.
EVERYONE IS SO BUSY.
noone have time for me.

currently, im feeling so rotting.
what if baby went taiwan.
EVEN that 3 daes im alone.
i might as well die luh.
what if i have probs, can i call bi?

i scared, not scared that i have probs.
bud i scared to feel lonely.
im scared to be left alone.
everytime i feel alone, i feel weak.
i will cry. i feel cold.
pls don let me feel dhat way.

:(
getting emotional tis fews daes.
esp baby going for his field camp.
i msg him no reply.
friends are busy.
tmr im nt working. bud friends are.
i have no one to go out wit me.
i guess i have to go to my past.
gooing out alone.
mayb i shld get used to it :(

Other dhen bi, WHO ELSE?
i can tok tu. cry to.?

i envious sum of my friends,
dhey have veri close sisters.
veri long friendship,
dhey mit up almost everydae
& go each other places to stay.
really close like siblings.
wheres mine?
or im nt worth to have one?
:(

dere's really alot of ups & dwn in life.
i really hope i can go through all this.

lastly, i love baby.
i promised , i will wait for you.
no matter how hard it is,
im gonna try my bery best to go through.
SMUACKS

Saturday, January 10, 2009

what m i living for?

everyone is going to school.
bud me? what m i going tu do now? to do in future.
who will understand how i feel? i guess baby don.
i really wish i can school. bud i jus don wanna quarrel wibe baby.
so let it be.

once friends are going tu school.
i will left with nth!
no one is gonna go out with me.
baby's going taiwan.
how m i going tu survive without him?
without friends?
without ppl concern?
how?

i have tu find a job asap due to sum reason.
bud when i niid tyme tu adapt in to new enviroment,
i need baby, he at taiwan.
how?

everything seems so far away from me!
friends are true or fake?
will they fly away & makes me feel i left with nothing?

i feel , i seems to be alone all this while?
what do i live for?
:(

Monday, January 05, 2009

where's mine?

everyones has their own world.

mich(small) has her sch friends
darl has her guys friends
bb jie has her frinds to hangout wit.
babe has her own sisters.
baba has her cliques.

WHERE'S MINE?



everyone has their own world,
bud wheres mine?
when i really nid sumone to tok tu.
who will b th one?

WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR?
:(

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

:(

hello.

sianed.
blog gonna rott.
my b'dae jus pass nt long!
was having fun all this while.
nt in finacial anymore;
woohoo, currently back tu kfc temp.
bud 3daes a week only.

so friends can cum find me.
lollol.

babby is nt with me.
todae he got roadmarch.
miss miss :(:(
i nid bi :(

counting down to dad b'dae 20dec
counting down to christmas
counting down to new yer
counting down to baby's leaving to taiwan :(:(
counting down to CNY
counting down to be aloneee till bi return.

thinkin of whaT to do on bi b'dae.
thinking of gibing bi a big suprise.

i really donwant him to leave.
how m i going to survive. ?
:(


bored nah. ebvery dae slp late.
wake up 3+ dhen go work.
machiam no life.
finding for jobb by nxt yer!!

rahhhhhhh.
tats all.

ilovebaby,
now & forever.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

hey peeps,
instead of o6dec,
chalet have moved to 13dec.
due tu some reason :D

let me noe for those who are cumming.
text me!!
90277793

flying off to philipines on th 23rd nov~!!
weeeeee :D

JOBLESS

rahhh`
rotting at home.
im jobless.
i nid a job asap.
budd im really lazy.

cried last night.
dam sadd.
budd im alright now.
*what goes around goes around*

im beri tired, lazy !!
i nid a job badly by december.
bankrupt!!

:(:(:(


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