im left alone

SIANED!
baby fell asleep!
i just hear his voice for
even lesss den 5min todae i quess!
i feel tat im being left out!
i really do miss baby!
hais, distance is really far apart!
bud i believe as you says,
our heart is near! everynight,
i wanted tu tok, share thoughts!
bud you fell asleep, im so sad narh!
hais. when i really nid him,
he cant b dere! hais'
i still gt around 11orMORE daes tu go!
RAH! im tired!
tired of having tis kinda life
i want baby.
caant stop my tears from cumin out!
hais. baby seems beri tired.
anyway, i just want him tu be happy
and healthy!
everything will be fine!
TODAE:
went watch movie wit dad & family!
den rush tu hospital, my grandma went in
AGAIN! BORING ' stay dere from 7+ all
e way till 11+
boring laaa! dhen my dad go smk wit me!
hahahs. den homed at 12+
bathe for 30mins todae. HAHA.
going sleep soon i guess!
tmr mayb gonna mit bbjie!
nights

THANKS BABA&JIE FOR ACOMPANY ME!
WHEN IM REAL SAD! RAH'
only th both of you
i called & cry nah!

missed & loved beebee so much:(
i need him so much too!
byebye

left alone

Hais.
Im so bored&lonely todae!
ytd was my last dae with baby!
went to catch a movie, go tu places that
we always go. spenting time with him!
bud th time ytd pass too fast,
its nt enuff! i cried, i cried
i doonwanna lose baby~ &now, im gonna
walk alone' noone is goonna be wit me!
waiting for baby return.
todae was a really hard dae for me!
woke up at 9, working at 11' den 9.50 have tu go out
went tu work at suntec! take bus den MRT! :(
sianed, all alone' i neber have my lunch all
th way till 7 ! so hungry.
i was like so moody todae! i cried whenever
after or when toking on fone wit baby!
cus i only can hear his voice bud nt see him!
miss himm like hell, todae was really a hard dae
for me, & i guess for him too!
hais, i miss baby so much till i kip crying
ALL DAY LONG!
hope tis 2 weeks will flies! if nt i will suffer,
tmr working at cathay dhen off for 5-6 daes
have tu go overseas!
make my self happy & forget all th unhappiness!
whatever it is, i will wait for baby return no matter wad!
hais, i cant decribe th emptiness in me!
reaally sadddd luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
im really guai eberidae! go home early early
neber eben mit friends! cus i don eben have th mood!
sad luhh!
hais. baby is sleeping already, he just called me!
i hope he will be real fine. & nt think so much!
i will alwaes wait for his return! :(
im like so nt used tu it, mayb bcus for th past 8 mth++
we've been sticking tugether! neber will we seperate only for twice
is when we went overseas for jus 5-7daes.
bud tis time is a really long trip! & we've been like super glue!
sticking tugether! & now i cant see baby for 14 vdaes!
it will like hell tu me! hais '
alright. will continue tmr dhen :(
bud overAll, todae is a lousy dae for me!
& it pass really slow! till i can die!
feel like killing myselfff! rah!
bye;
moody,
sad!

help me!
criescries

Im so sadd! So soso sad!

Rah! so sad luh!
baby going ns soon, tmr will be my last dae being with him!
im crying like a mad women! i cant get used to th life later on!
i nid baby so much luh! hais.
donwanna let him go ns can? :(
crycry* sad luh sad luh! hais'
i will feel veri lonely. i'm afraid i will do foolish things to myself
i donnwanna be alone! i donn wanna be lonely!
i want him tu takecare of me. he cant go ns like tat,
& summore im sick! hais' we've been sticking tugether for th past 8mths plus& now
we have tu seperate! :( noone understand how pain itis! RAH!
i'll cry everydae for you. being moody! i nid sumtyme tu gett used to it.
bud even i do so, i will still miss you like a idiot! :(
felt tat everything around me was like so far!
everyone around me was like so far from me!
only baby stays with me forever!
rah, im going mad soon luh! i cant accept!
cant acept baby go ns! i donwan!!!
he cant leave me luh! hais'
tmr will be our last dae' i wrote th last letter for him to read
& i cant see you for 2 weeks!
& also im gonna go genting in 3 daes time!
haiss, i want new hp
i want dogdog
i nid money!
i want baby
bud eeverything was like beri far!
hais:(
sadsad. don wanna let baby see tis post!
scared he sad too, scared baby cry :(
anyway chatting wit him liao!
so bye :(
sasad
sadsad

Rotttttt !

Hellooooo (:(:(:

As my blog is going to rot,
let me just update a little dhen(:

Rah, Boy is going NS in around 1 weeks liaooo!
& so i will bie left alone, going take MRT alone -.-''
going home alone. scareddddddd*

currently is quite alright wit eberithing.
job is kinda stable, its jus tat i don think
i can stay long over dere too luhs! haaaa.
anyway, i don really like tat boss -___-"

&ohyarh! i just lose mye new fone~ RAH!
so updates me with all yarh contacts alright?
don worry, my numb is still th same 90277793;
gonnA get my fone tmrrrrr (: cus i just got my pay.
& goinn make my hair tmr too!
got lotsa things tu settled also.

Haven got th chance tu go bk school to take
mye cirt. mye IC also! almost forgot abt it!
haaaas , bud really hate tu go bk tat school! -__-'
Anyway, im nt working Tmr! WOOHOOOOO!
& Going Genting in one week time toooo!
YAWNS! IM SO TIREDDDD OF THIS KINDA LIFE!!

WORKWORKWORKWORK IS ALL I CAN DO !
IF NT, I WILL BE BANKRUPT!!
Lols.

&yeayea, im gonna put my sec tattoooo sooooooooooon (:
waited for sucha longlong tyme for th sec one!
rahrahrah!
before baby go NS, Im Gonna cherish alll th times
tat we have tugetherrrr!
Todae Baby bought me a GIANT CJ7!!! so cuteeeeeeee luhhh!
suprising too (:

Alright, its time for bed!
Goodnights Friends!
ImissEveryoneeeeeeeeee!
LOVELOVELOVE;

Keep In Touchhh*

Hello, Im Back(:

Hello Hello, Its Been a long time since i last blog, hoho! so lazy luhh!
erms , lifes goes fineeeee(: jus abit of tight due to some $$ prob. err,
i've got mye new job anyway! so todae will b mye last day working at kfc loo!
haaas, finallyyyyyy! cus i cant workk dere forever wadd! th pay is like soo AHEM !
So, jus hope mye new job will be fineee(: & sucess! budd one thing i don like is
i have tu wear tops tats wibe collar! aww, hab tu cover up tattoo! bluhhhhhhhhhh!
& must buy transparent studs all tis! waste money againnnn!
now, Me & Baby working at diff places, hope both of us will neber change!
& he must b guai! & for me of couse im guaiiii(:(: hahahhhhhh!

darling also gt her job liao, she work at bugis junction, & me at The Cathay !
RahRahRah, going tu settle in new enviroment again tats wad i don like!!
shyshy wann(:
okaeyyyys , nth much tu update! tme working, bud think i cant go tu work; have to gets things
ready for tuesdae first dae ob workkkk! have tu buy shirt againnnnn :(:(
calling baby beofre sleep;

iloveyoux33
muacks;
misses-

I'll Wait ! No Matter What ! Missed

Helloo :(

sadsadsad !
so sad, no mood;
awww!
super duper miss my boy;
budd dunno wad else can
i do by see-ing alllll
his foto, bud still '
i miss him ! RAHH !

stupid dear !
faster come back luhs !
no news from youu summore '
makes me so mish you & so worried ;
wonder are you ok over dere?
do you noe how tu takecare of yourself !
hope youuu wont get sick '
come back bcome more fat '
like me lo ! bcome fatter liao;
bo pian, chinese new yer mahs !
eat alott liao :(
time tu stopp ! :(

DOWNDOWNDOWN*
MISSING HIM TERRIBLY !
SICKSICKSICK*
GOING TU DIE SOON !

see bunny see ?
i dunno how tu takecare of
myeself as i need you so much !
s0 faster come bakk luhhhh !
&& IM SO SAD! sad dhat he neber
msg me for th whole entire dae !
wonder is he enjoying .
is he alright . hopee he's enjoyin
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

all mye mind is thinking of him 1
don throw me alone laaa .
nxt tyme bring me wit youuu ?
heeee ;
actually bunny, i got lots of thing
tu say . bud when yuu come back dhen tok !
tok lots of cock & nonsense ;
dhen nagnagnag ! hohos '
im shure you miss me nagging right?
hahahas .

DEAR, HOPE WHEN YOU'RE BACK YOUR FEELINGS
FORH ME WILL NEBER FADE ; NEBER EVER WILL
IT FADE '
IM SO SCARED & AFRAID TU LOSE YOO '
MY ONE & ONLY BELOVED DEAR !
HOPE YOU NOE HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TU ME !

tis past 3 daes , its really so hard for me tu
go on !
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ;
imissyou till infinity liao la !

NEW YER EVE:
went out wit dear till 7 like tat
go home eat, our last dae outing !
so sad & hard tu let him go;
don wanna go home tat night '
run out after eating mye
renion dinner dhen mit dear
againnn , dhen went SUM PLACE';
tat can slack smk all lorhs '
dhen homed ,
crieddd till like mad when i reaches home !
don worry dear , i promised i
will be guai !& i really guai !.

1ST DAE OF NEW YER :
WWORK ! till 1pm
after work when buy cig '
smk dhen cabed home tu bathe .
prepare about 1hr' reached
aunt hus around 4 liao !
im really slow laa .
hahaaas . lots of people gone liao '
so nt alot of angbao ! -.-'' SIANED
BUDD OVERALL, I JUS MISS BUNNY ;
cus he jus went off on th first dae
of new yer ! sobsob !

2nd DAE :
went dunno wad uncle hus laa ,
got lots of food siah.
munch till i fat & tired !
heeeeeeeeeeeee ;
dhen total got 3 places .
nth alot also luhhh !

3RD DAE, SO CORE TODAE;
No Where ! LOLS .
wake up went compass wit small michelle;
top up my comestic ;
den, went arcade '
spend 20+ hahahahas ,
wastedd ! tought of signing new line
as mye parents ask me tu do so .
budd tuu many ppl & lazy'
after tat went homed at 6+ change tu long
pants dhen go watch movie wit my family .
at great world city .
ARCADE AGAIN, SPEND $12 OMFG !
kip arcade-ing . my $60 gone !
LOLS . incluede eating mye lunch cost me 20+.
& all cab fare ! I PAY ! HAHAHS '
homed wit papas car after movie .
watched kungfu dunk. laughs*
HEEEEEEEEEEE .

as for tmr , nt shure about it yet '
JUS WANNA GO OUT
spend time & cheer myself up !
if nt im gonna DIEDIEDIE !

TATS ALL !

Baby, When Are YOu COming Back '
I mish you so much !
Miss Your Lil Hug&Kisses :(
ILOVEYOU '

gudnite .
loved
&happy chinese new yer