understand me

I WANNA GO FOR A GETAWAY!!!

bring me out of here, farfar away.
who would be my saviour.



left with one month plus...
im going to resign sooon. thou i act like nothing.
but im human too, i have feelings..
had been working here since jan18;2011.
has been a yr plus, and we are like one big family.
this is th first time im workingg in a company that i have sooo many colleagues.
and its really so heart warming sometimes how ppl care for u, buy food for you. share to you, complaint to you. cry to you..
we've always been complaining.. but still we love th people here.
probaly not all but most of them..

frankly speaking, really bu she de.
but i have no choice, i have to think abt my future. i have to get a better job paid.
i cannot stuck here forevr.
but for sure; i won miss that VIETNAMbitch~

gonna tender my letter end of this month..
am going to another company again and STILL, im th youngest..
seriously lor i donno why,
when i was 15-16 i work outside and i was th youngest among all, okay la i cn understand cos i was really young, nd den i was 18-19 i work outside, again im th youngest.

and now tat im going 21 im still th youngest.!!!!
roar~~
okay thats good and bad for being th youngest; first is everybody v sayang u. sec is always got ppl bully u.
zzzz



):
mixed feelings inside me...




if i love u , u love me. den hold me till th end k.




; as for ppl , i lose hope...
be it or not be it. not my prob..


i wanna change for a better life.

growing up is part of my life

we're all grown ups now, and by th time i guess you can actually see who is true and who is not.
for those that is not true just let go...

not worth..

suppose to chnge job de, but think again ; if i go work outside, will i be as happy as now?

i guess everything will be different in a new enviroment as i don wan this to be happen.

maybe after my taipei trip ?

let me consider first...

i dont like to change enviroment like seriously!!

i hope everyday there's no quarrel, no communication break down. no fights.

i hope we have peace everyday <3

i need somebody, to talk to..... to pour to.

i need you to be understanding.. understand me without me speaking!

<3

&&

MAKE NEW FRIENDS!!!!

i want to singgggg k!

lovelovelovelove; but b always don sing ):

goodnight; heading to sleep now.

if you love me find th key to my heart.

dont wish for something that will never happen.

people come and go and i no longer feel anything about it.
if you're true you'll stay..

so how am i this few months? weeks?

life hav been th same, work eat home sleep.
without money i cant do anything..
hoping to go taipei on august. finding more kaki if ppossible.

finally i update my blog, i will update more often if i can.

trying to forget those unhappy moments in life and remember those wonderful ones..
cherish your loves one before its gone.
bcos you'll never know what'll happen next.


i hope i can get a mini getaway ard apr? other wise i work till aug den fly comfirm i'll die......~~


i dont know to use my lappy chnge chinese word leh. wtf?~ stupid




goodnight, bebbye



out of billions of people in this world,
isnt easy to get someone you loved and th pperson loved you back,
if you dont go for th one you love, will you regret for th rest of your life?
i've been thinking this almost everyday...
if i love someone, i should hold em and not let em slip away...
but if you love someone and let thm go, will you be able to forget them?


sometimes is not aabout love, sometimes you don understand me enough..
sometimes i need some space to breathe.


whatever i do, do my best. whoever i choose dont regret....





;
time flies, im 21st this year...
still havent think of what life would be in few yrs down th road.

this yr keep going drink, good or bad?
i guess life have been easier for me ever since i moved out. i meant as in i save more money now den before , and buy more things now then before.


ask me; am i happy now?
:: i couldnt give you my answer... half part of me being happy, but another part nope.
im a human being, i have feelings. for everything... understand me.






breathing in and out. k zzzzzz

always in my heart <3

we live

i want a better future!

i dont understand why im so afraid to trust u back.
why do u have to crush me down again and again.

now i need to build all over again....
please dont pull me down again!
its not easy...


my heart is too small to fit.

i still cant overcome th fear in me. i dont know how to face u. or believe u.
i hate myself .... for loving u again n again..
how i wish my heart is dead.

please.... let me have peace ..

getting higher ;party like a rock star babe!

i went to sentosa for tanning today! k the sun was hot enough and luckily it din rain! happy max!!!
im like burnt now but like it`~

k bored, everyday work work work! end work go home eat sleep work work work!~
everyday same de! damn shag!

always $$$ not enough! damnmylife.
how i wish i can go back school life, no stress de.!
not like now, need pay tis and that! :(

i will try not to let my blog rot kay~ sometime damn lazy to update!!

;;

im going back sk liao, hungryhungry!

byebye






love ; is the key to my heart!
forever in ur heart.


dance dance dance *

when tears make someone stronger

Things had.changed so.much from e past till.now,been thru real different stuffs. And yet still back to squareone. What does all this mean??


Life hasnt been.good during September, and hope October is a new start.

Situation really make human grow up. And im really glad i became stronger each time i fall.



Life.is just so amazing that miracles and impossible stuff always happen. What we have to.do, face it accept.it. FUCK.it ((: